Vol. 2

by Death Koolaid

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released August 25, 2016

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Track Name: Mirror
My brain is fried
I’m barley alive
And my eyes
Watch the sunrise
Stare in surprise
Can’t feel my insides
Tongue laced in lies
Waiting for my demise

CHORUS
Breaking out of this hell
From this place I used to dwell
I now sit in its empty shell
Feeling even more like it’s a cell
These walls listen but they wont tell
I took a hit and my head fell
Now my room begins to swell
Listen for my death knell

My brain is fried
I’m barley alive
And my eyes
Watch the sunrise
Stare in surprise
Can’t feel my insides
Tongue laced in lies
Waiting for my demise

Just say it isn’t so, as I crumble down so low
Guess I could never know, too late now to let it go X2

Feeling even more alone
Nothing now will be my home
Can’t call anything my own
I stand on the edge of the unknown

My jealously gets deep into me
Can’t stand how it’s meant to be
Why don’t I just let me be free?
As I hate others being so happy

CHORUS
Track Name: Emmeline
Wide awake in the land of the dead
Try to talk with a ripped off head
Listen to judgment and not what’s said
The taste of dirt lingers in my bed
Unstitch the lining of life’s thread
Waiting for my room to fill up with dread
The blood is black and is now not red
The ground is worn from the steps where you tread

There’s no voice to listen to
Jump down a throat with a fucking view

Hear the voices in your head
Hear them louder when you’re in bed
Repeat the words that they’ve said
Filing up you’re mind with what they’ve fed
Torture tainting up your mind
Push out the past to leave it behind
Feeling life as it constantly grinds
And watching it all fall out of line

There’s no voice to listen to
Jump down a throat with a fucking view
There is no point
Unstick your life
Give up and fight
There is no point

Make sure you look yourself in the eye
No need to be told I’m terrified
Tales are told from mixed up lies
You gotta try harder to realise
Hold it all in until you scream or cry
So dark down here when you’re up so high
Addiction swallows up my insides
Just leave me alone and let that part of me die

There’s no voice to listen to
Jump down a throat with a fucking view
There is no point
Unstick your life
Give up and fight
There is no point----

Take the taste out of the colour
Look at me like I’m your lover
Making sure that they all suffer
Break some bones to make them tougher
Don’t tell me how to love my own mother
Open up now or run for cover
Don’t tell me how to love my own mother
Open up now or run for cover

There’s no voice to listen to
Jump down a throat with a fucking view
Waiting my whole life in a queue
And watching the whole world falling through
Track Name: 20 Hours
Think the worse but you laugh out loud
Watch the blank faces as you walk through the crowd
Chasing shadows of who you once were
Trying to the find person you used to prefer X2

Surrounding myself with more of what I need
As I fall down hard to my knees
With brain laced thoughts to never please
Release my thoughts to let me run free
Kick aside the time so I can succeed
And make it what I want so I can lead

Wrapped in these life restrictions
Pull out your pent up predictions
When concerns have no convictions
With ideas that cause us inflictions
Dig up dreams create new depictions
Cry out all your contradictions
Illusions start dictating descriptions
You soak up your self-subscriptions

Marching slowly to your own beat
And every time you step you don’t want to repeat

Take that last sip
And watch the words you spit
Talk but don’t trip
And learn to bite your lip

Tear the trips and grab on to your grip x4
Marching slowly
Marching slowly
Marching slowly to your own beat
And every time you step you don’t want to repeat x4

Think the worse but you laugh out loud
Watch the blank faces as you walk through the crowd
Chasing shadows of who you once were
Trying to the find person you used to prefer
Chasing shadows x3
Track Name: General Erection
You in this game you’ve gotta chase the fast
Can’t stop gripping to the ones that have passed
Minutes go by but moments they last
Things are much greener than the grass
On the other side it’s a fucking blast
Go down your drink and smash your glass
Take another toke so you can pass
As the world grips you in its grasp

CHORUS
These are the days we find so strange
Tugging on the strings to cause us that pain
Got no one else to put on the blame
Turn it all around to try and rearrange

Deep within me is what I gotta change
With thoughts so full pushing out of my brain
My mouth spits out words covered in shame
Read my lips and remember my name
Gimme some money and gimme that fame
As everything I see gets more deranged
Need to flush out endless days of the same
I’m burning that match both ends with a flame

CHORUS

Look the other way
Tell you to stay
Just cause more delay
What can I offer to say? X2
What more can I offer to say x2

CHORUS

Try and rearrange x3
Am I deranged?
Try and rearrange x4
Am I deranged?
Track Name: Kids
Everything starts closing in
Forgive me father ‘coz I have sinned
So throw your filth and sling your mud
My cup is half empty filled with my blood
Round we go, playing these games
Sticks and stones hurt when you called me names
Watching the growing paranoia
And the self-destructive destroyers

I stand on the edge of my time
I try and grasp the state of my mind
Uncontrolled but still confined
Impatiently I wait in this line
Constantly thinking I’m so behind
Wish I could drop out and just unwind

Don’t look at me like I am God
‘Coz all you’ll get is a huge fraud
Switch off reality enough has been said
My life hangs off this re stitched thread
Some say power is sadistic
But in my mind they are the atheistic

I stand on the edge of my time
I try and grasp the state of my mind

Uncontrolled but still confined
Impatiently I wait in this line
Constantly thinking I’m so behind
Wish I could drop out and just unwind x2

Take me away pull me out of here
I can’t recall when I could see clear
Everything around me starts to fall apart
The screaming starts after it gets dark

The church cries out “don’t be speechless
Cut open your veins and let in Jesus”
See the fire and feel it burn
Now see how Satan’s Cogs as they turn

I stand on the edge of my time
I try and grasp the state of my mind

Uncontrolled but still confined
Impatiently I wait in this line
Constantly thinking I’m so behind
Wish I could drop out and just unwind x2
Track Name: B.F.F.
I extracted my own heart
Turn it off to make it dark
Serial sleeper a non-believer
Eyes wide shut mouths out of luck
Take out the colours
Pick out the lovers
Tear those strings from my back
I’m no puppet I wont react
I’m no puppet I wont react

The blood is cold and it is dead
Want to see inside of my head x2

Remember time coz there’s none left
Scream your sins out until you’re deaf
Blame your self and not what’s said x3
Blame your self

Tortured by what you dictate
You can’t even predict your fate
Fuck our souls we can’t be saved
Just get ready and stand by your graves

Rip out what you think is real
Take everything you want to feel
Spit words out you want to say
As black and white merge in to grey
Fuck everything that’s all around me
Some day I’ll be there in the place I want to be
Choke on what you coat your life in
And mask the disasters that cover up your sins

The blood is cold and it is dead
Want to see inside of my head
Remember time coz there’s none left
Scream your sins out until you’re deaf
Blame your self and not what’s said x3
Blame your self

Dig up your filth and pull up your past
Jump in fist first and your head last
Choke on the dirt like its hate
Hear those nails as they serrate

The blood is cold and it is dead
Want to see inside of my head
Remember time coz there’s none left
Scream your sins out until you’re deaf
Blame your self and not what’s said x3
Blame your self
Blame your self
Blame your self
Track Name: Monkey 187
Mind after mind
I will rape
And heart after heart
I will break
And all you see
Is just what I take
You think I’m perfect?
You’ve made a mistake

Held down with too much I still have to hide
I choke on the secrets glued to my insides
I rotate around how I constantly lied
The truth forever causing a divide

CHORUS
I will rape your mind
And fuck your heart
Add you to the line
That lies before me
Shouldn’t turn my fucks
In to any love
I will rape your mind
And fuck your heart

Sometimes it’s so hard to see
What’s right there in front of me
Turn your mind over and watch for the dead
Wash out my feelings as you take off my head
Sugar coat your sheets as I slip in your bed
Put on that face you want me to be
Dried up thoughts and crushed up dreams
My dirt-covered life will never be clean

Just hold it in and take it in my stride
With no reasons to be justified
Grip to the honesty that’s almost all died
Think who I’ve hurt and all the times that I have cried

CHORUS

I will rape your mind
And fuck your heart
Add you to the line
That lies before me