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Vol. 2

by Death Koolaid

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1.
Mirror 04:00
My brain is fried I’m barley alive And my eyes Watch the sunrise Stare in surprise Can’t feel my insides Tongue laced in lies Waiting for my demise CHORUS Breaking out of this hell From this place I used to dwell I now sit in its empty shell Feeling even more like it’s a cell These walls listen but they wont tell I took a hit and my head fell Now my room begins to swell Listen for my death knell My brain is fried I’m barley alive And my eyes Watch the sunrise Stare in surprise Can’t feel my insides Tongue laced in lies Waiting for my demise Just say it isn’t so, as I crumble down so low Guess I could never know, too late now to let it go X2 Feeling even more alone Nothing now will be my home Can’t call anything my own I stand on the edge of the unknown My jealously gets deep into me Can’t stand how it’s meant to be Why don’t I just let me be free? As I hate others being so happy CHORUS
2.
Emmeline 03:29
Wide awake in the land of the dead Try to talk with a ripped off head Listen to judgment and not what’s said The taste of dirt lingers in my bed Unstitch the lining of life’s thread Waiting for my room to fill up with dread The blood is black and is now not red The ground is worn from the steps where you tread There’s no voice to listen to Jump down a throat with a fucking view Hear the voices in your head Hear them louder when you’re in bed Repeat the words that they’ve said Filing up you’re mind with what they’ve fed Torture tainting up your mind Push out the past to leave it behind Feeling life as it constantly grinds And watching it all fall out of line There’s no voice to listen to Jump down a throat with a fucking view There is no point Unstick your life Give up and fight There is no point Make sure you look yourself in the eye No need to be told I’m terrified Tales are told from mixed up lies You gotta try harder to realise Hold it all in until you scream or cry So dark down here when you’re up so high Addiction swallows up my insides Just leave me alone and let that part of me die There’s no voice to listen to Jump down a throat with a fucking view There is no point Unstick your life Give up and fight There is no point---- Take the taste out of the colour Look at me like I’m your lover Making sure that they all suffer Break some bones to make them tougher Don’t tell me how to love my own mother Open up now or run for cover Don’t tell me how to love my own mother Open up now or run for cover There’s no voice to listen to Jump down a throat with a fucking view Waiting my whole life in a queue And watching the whole world falling through
3.
20 Hours 02:44
Think the worse but you laugh out loud Watch the blank faces as you walk through the crowd Chasing shadows of who you once were Trying to the find person you used to prefer X2 Surrounding myself with more of what I need As I fall down hard to my knees With brain laced thoughts to never please Release my thoughts to let me run free Kick aside the time so I can succeed And make it what I want so I can lead Wrapped in these life restrictions Pull out your pent up predictions When concerns have no convictions With ideas that cause us inflictions Dig up dreams create new depictions Cry out all your contradictions Illusions start dictating descriptions You soak up your self-subscriptions Marching slowly to your own beat And every time you step you don’t want to repeat Take that last sip And watch the words you spit Talk but don’t trip And learn to bite your lip Tear the trips and grab on to your grip x4 Marching slowly Marching slowly Marching slowly to your own beat And every time you step you don’t want to repeat x4 Think the worse but you laugh out loud Watch the blank faces as you walk through the crowd Chasing shadows of who you once were Trying to the find person you used to prefer Chasing shadows x3
4.
You in this game you’ve gotta chase the fast Can’t stop gripping to the ones that have passed Minutes go by but moments they last Things are much greener than the grass On the other side it’s a fucking blast Go down your drink and smash your glass Take another toke so you can pass As the world grips you in its grasp CHORUS These are the days we find so strange Tugging on the strings to cause us that pain Got no one else to put on the blame Turn it all around to try and rearrange Deep within me is what I gotta change With thoughts so full pushing out of my brain My mouth spits out words covered in shame Read my lips and remember my name Gimme some money and gimme that fame As everything I see gets more deranged Need to flush out endless days of the same I’m burning that match both ends with a flame CHORUS Look the other way Tell you to stay Just cause more delay What can I offer to say? X2 What more can I offer to say x2 CHORUS Try and rearrange x3 Am I deranged? Try and rearrange x4 Am I deranged?
5.
Kids 04:14
Everything starts closing in Forgive me father ‘coz I have sinned So throw your filth and sling your mud My cup is half empty filled with my blood Round we go, playing these games Sticks and stones hurt when you called me names Watching the growing paranoia And the self-destructive destroyers I stand on the edge of my time I try and grasp the state of my mind Uncontrolled but still confined Impatiently I wait in this line Constantly thinking I’m so behind Wish I could drop out and just unwind Don’t look at me like I am God ‘Coz all you’ll get is a huge fraud Switch off reality enough has been said My life hangs off this re stitched thread Some say power is sadistic But in my mind they are the atheistic I stand on the edge of my time I try and grasp the state of my mind Uncontrolled but still confined Impatiently I wait in this line Constantly thinking I’m so behind Wish I could drop out and just unwind x2 Take me away pull me out of here I can’t recall when I could see clear Everything around me starts to fall apart The screaming starts after it gets dark The church cries out “don’t be speechless Cut open your veins and let in Jesus” See the fire and feel it burn Now see how Satan’s Cogs as they turn I stand on the edge of my time I try and grasp the state of my mind Uncontrolled but still confined Impatiently I wait in this line Constantly thinking I’m so behind Wish I could drop out and just unwind x2
6.
B.F.F. 03:16
I extracted my own heart Turn it off to make it dark Serial sleeper a non-believer Eyes wide shut mouths out of luck Take out the colours Pick out the lovers Tear those strings from my back I’m no puppet I wont react I’m no puppet I wont react The blood is cold and it is dead Want to see inside of my head x2 Remember time coz there’s none left Scream your sins out until you’re deaf Blame your self and not what’s said x3 Blame your self Tortured by what you dictate You can’t even predict your fate Fuck our souls we can’t be saved Just get ready and stand by your graves Rip out what you think is real Take everything you want to feel Spit words out you want to say As black and white merge in to grey Fuck everything that’s all around me Some day I’ll be there in the place I want to be Choke on what you coat your life in And mask the disasters that cover up your sins The blood is cold and it is dead Want to see inside of my head Remember time coz there’s none left Scream your sins out until you’re deaf Blame your self and not what’s said x3 Blame your self Dig up your filth and pull up your past Jump in fist first and your head last Choke on the dirt like its hate Hear those nails as they serrate The blood is cold and it is dead Want to see inside of my head Remember time coz there’s none left Scream your sins out until you’re deaf Blame your self and not what’s said x3 Blame your self Blame your self Blame your self
7.
Monkey 187 02:59
Mind after mind I will rape And heart after heart I will break And all you see Is just what I take You think I’m perfect? You’ve made a mistake Held down with too much I still have to hide I choke on the secrets glued to my insides I rotate around how I constantly lied The truth forever causing a divide CHORUS I will rape your mind And fuck your heart Add you to the line That lies before me Shouldn’t turn my fucks In to any love I will rape your mind And fuck your heart Sometimes it’s so hard to see What’s right there in front of me Turn your mind over and watch for the dead Wash out my feelings as you take off my head Sugar coat your sheets as I slip in your bed Put on that face you want me to be Dried up thoughts and crushed up dreams My dirt-covered life will never be clean Just hold it in and take it in my stride With no reasons to be justified Grip to the honesty that’s almost all died Think who I’ve hurt and all the times that I have cried CHORUS I will rape your mind And fuck your heart Add you to the line That lies before me

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released August 25, 2016

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